Miss you

 Another year has come and gone . Its been 5 years since you left us . But the pain still stares at me , I realize its heart's mysterious way to stay connected to the memories . The pain tells me I am capable of loving someone so much . It tells me I have someone I hold dear in my life . I hold your memories in my heart which I will never let go. As time goes by year after year and the pain may begin to soften but  I will hold on to the memories  more and more . Miss you so much .

Memories

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My Angel

September 24th 2014

My dear Ananya..
   It's been 4 yrs we lost you.. Still missing you and forever we will miss you...still you are our first child and will be forever.. Years are passing by but we can't forget those happy days and that Sad day when you left us ... Your brothers are growing fast.. Big brother looks like you but younger one got your nature hugging, kissing and shyness. Anu you are our star ,everyday we see you at night without fail and giving us smiles but only we cant touch you because Ananya like your name you are very precious...Appa, Amma and Atte missed u a lot during our New Zeal and trip... Whenever anyone asked me do you have a daughter , my heart burns with pain.. You are same and probably happy there..

Loving
Amma

Happy 6'th Birthday Anu kutti

Happy Birthday to my cutest girl .

 You are so far away yet so close to my heart .

How I wish to hug you tight and love you more,

Tickle you to hear the happiest giggle

How I long to see your bright smile 

I know you are so far away yet so close in my heart 

Love you always .

Thinking of you

Your absence has gone through me

Like thread through a needle

Everything I do is stitched with its color.

    

Anu kutti .....I miss you daa kutti.

Its always difficult to go on a day not thinking about you . I still can't believe you left us without any good bye . Today is bit more hard . So many things happened in these past two years . Your little brother Arnav is cute just like you . Adi started going to school . We got a new puppy . You would have enjoyed playing with him so much . Why can't you just come back somehow and reappear in our life . Its not fun at all without you . I just wish I could do anything to bring you back . Miss you so much bangaram :( .If I knew that was the last time I see you I would have hugged you even more and gave you so many kisses . I would have told you one more time how much I love you . How precious you are in our life . I just want you to know I always and forever love you even though you are not with us . Your happy memories and your smiles and your love you shared will always be mine and I keep them close to my heart every day in my life for the rest of my life .

Happy Birthday Ananya

  Happy Birthday Angel 

I heard there are angels around us 

Never believed until I saw you in my dreams 

Hugging me ,playing with me ,smiling 

My love keeps growing for you in my heart 

 Always  reminding me you are not really gone but live always and forever in my heart  

The love once we shared will never be forgotten or gone
When I look into my heart I find you right there always smiling and
with your arms open to hug me  

Today is your birthday 

I wish you were here with me today  

I miss you more everyday

Happy Birthday Angel